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all winners we're all

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winners that's right you're a winner

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you're a winner

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I thank you thank you all right

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hi I think the sun is

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rising it doesn't rise CLP or something

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there's no windows they don't want you

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to know first a huge gigantic thank you

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both of you for still working off

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[Applause] and I think I can speak for a lot of us

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and I think I can speak for a lot of us
that we we all kind of feel that we have

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our own personal relationship with the

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show there's a deeper meaning why it

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affects us and for me last year there

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was a moment this will be very brief uh

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that I was sicker than ever been in my

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entire life one of the most beautiful things

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life one of the most beautiful things
was t marath

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marath
tath of Supernatural and that actually

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helped me get

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through epic that like epic epic that so

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move on to the question my question is

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you guys yeah it was

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something so you got better so you

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didn't have to watch

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it I can't reach the channel TNT is on

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I'm going to R myself to get better [Applause]

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[Applause]
know my question though for you guys is

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on a personal level for yourselves as

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actors is there a specific episode or a

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specific scene that ran or rang a little

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too true for you and it was challenging

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to kind of hurdle through that does that

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make sense in order to connect to what's

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going on the character affected

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personally like oh dear God this is way

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close to me yeah with me you don't mind

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sharing sure mine actually um was a bob

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singer directed episode of um season two

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cro but almost what we touched on

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earlier where you feel sometimes like

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such an like a such a lone wolf where

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you feel like like no one would

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understand your problems and you're so

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wrong because people will understand

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your problems and if they don't

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hopefully the right ones can offer help

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um but I remember there was a scene

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where I'm telling him to go on and leave

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me and I started really tearing up and

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crying I couldn't get a hold of myself

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um and so Bob was just sort of like in a

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way that only Bob singer can do I was

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like hey man you want to go take a walk

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or just walk it off you know um and let

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it uh let it wear off because I think

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it's you know it's reaching you and it

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was great I think a lot of times

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sometimes actors I know I probably found

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into this trap at first um you feel like

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if you if you cry it must be good even

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if the character shouldn't cry that much

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um um and he being the uh the amazing

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and and very tenure director he is was

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like that was you should draw from Jared

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but that was too much

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Jared nice that's a great yeah it was

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nice um so that's probably that's what

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came to mind I mean at 195 hours or

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whatever it is it's hard to have one

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come to mind but I know that kind of hit

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what about Jensen um I've had uh

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um I experience for anybody who's

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experienced losing somebody close to

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them in their life um I'm sure you you

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know that it's uh it's not easy um I I

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had multiple experiences with that early

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in my life um and fortunately for me

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since the show started I haven't

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experienced any uh massive uh

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catastrophes uh you know knock on W um

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so I think that a lot of the times when

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Dean has had to go to a

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place uh

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that uh it was pretty dark um I don't

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know I don't necessarily know that I was

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dealing with an issue personally I think

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that it was maybe there was maybe a

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culmination of experiences I've had in

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my life that I was able to kind of

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collectively tap into uh to maybe help

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me but more

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specifically Jared and I are very um

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we're very close to these characters I

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we've lived with these guys for the past

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nine years of our life and

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you know we obviously feel what they

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feel and we we go through what they go

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through U you know

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a kind of an odd level but um so when

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when Dean or when Sam have have to go

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through something that is that is very

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trying and very emotional um it it is it

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is

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oddly uh